My song of the day...

Never Let This Go
~Paramore

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much
and never will I have to answer again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of saying that everythings alright
and by then I'm sure I'll be pretending just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go...
Let this go......

I'll never let this go
but I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I have decided!

Ok, I have decided that I am done being the type of friend that listens to the problems of everybody else, but never gets listened to... It really hurts me when a "friend" tells me something important and then shuts me down, stops talking to me or tells me then to mind my own business. I mean what the hell? Am I really your friend? Are you really mine? I am at my wits end dealing with this type of bull crap. I am done. I have 3 "friends" in particular that this is directed to. I am tired, worn out, and emotionally unable to handle your type of baggage at the moment. Please take your baggage away, and if this means that I am not being a good friend, maybe next time you should try NOT to abuse my effing friendship! I am done dealing with this. that is it. I wish I could stop caring, so this is going to be hard for me. I will be sad not to hear from you anymore, and I don't even think that you will read this, but whatever...

Life is good!

So, since I have to blog this semester, I will be posting more on this page. I feel amazing! This has been an absolutely amazing weekend! The quiz that I was supposed take by tonight at midnight has been postponed till thursday, and I have gotten the rest of my stuff done for this week.

I also had my good friend Nick move to Houston, and to my great relief he is funnier and more awesome in person (as opposed to online). I have high hopes for this friendship! :D He gets along great with Liz and Eric, which is great, and I hope that the rest of my friends will like him just as much.

Also, since I had my injury to my wrist, I have been working less than normal and I am now finally beginning to be able to do more massages during the day. I am getting back to normal. :D Well that is all I have to say for now :D Later guys!

Oy vay!

Well, it is my birthday and I am sitting in class, trying to think of things to post to my classes blog... Hmm... We are supposed to introduce ourselves and tell what our strengths are/will be. The first thing that comes to mind is sitting around Heidi's table playing cards with the girls, with me throwing out useless, but interesting tidbits of information (such as 10 things you didn't know about a boys ya ya)
Also, we are supposed to say what is our area of most interest in our area of study, but I have so many areas of interest, that I don't know which way to go? American Revolution, cause I know alot? Queen Elizabeth I, b/c she is so amazing? or should I write about what I am learning, like the 1960s? Oh, I don't know... But I will figure it out :D

Amazement

I am utterly amazed at the way life throws little curve balls at you. First, I felt really accomplished today. I was able to download the first 2 books of the Twilight series onto my computer (iTunes) because I am needing to transfer all my music to my new comp. This is something I have been trying to accomplish for almost 6 months now. Also, I was able to get most of my paper for my political science class out of the way. When I got home from hanging out on campus, I found they released the schedule for the summer and fall. I was able to put together my schedule for the next 9 months (so can't get pregnant, it's not in the plan...lol) and I found that if I work REALLY hard over the summer, I can graduate even sooner then expected! This is 2ce this has happened in the last 3 months! I will finish everything by december and then go on to the teaching program and graduate in Dec 2010. I also got a ton done in the library at church, even though, to some it might not seem like a lot.

I got home from taking Aaron to work, and I bought the movie Duchess and it is a very bittersweet, but true story about a Duches in late 18th century England. It is a very good movie, as long as you are not looking for something feel good... It made me almost cry (and for those who DON'T know, I don't cry often) So, I tried checking my email to kind of "cheer" myself up.

I get this email asking for a friend request on Facebook... Ok, so here is where my rant starts! What in the world makes people think that if I didn't talk to them in high school, that I would want to be their friend on Facebook?!?! Like, what type of brain damage must you have to ask random people to be your friends? I have fabulous friends now, who love me for who I am. Do I look so desperate that I need to be friends who treated me like the biggest piece of garbage in high school, just because my 10 year reunion is coming up? I also have a problem with people acting like they are or were friends with someone in our high school that have become famous... I have NO desire to even claim that I was ever this persons friend or that he was "my boy". I really get annoyed with people throwig themselves over famous people. That is probably hippo-critical of me b/c I have gone crazy over people like Nabashin...

Now I am watching She's The Man to lift my spirits, but I don't know if I am going to make it through it considering it is like 2 AM.

Posting

You know, so many people asked me to start this blog, and I don't seem to get any comments... Well, I guess if I blogged more often and posted pictures of my snotty child I would get more comments. Anywho, I am at this moment avoiding homework that I was supposed to start 45 minutes ago. So then, I am off to read about SPARTA! (Gotta love greek history)

Back to School

Ok, so I started so many things in the last few weeks. Beginning January 1st I now teach Continuing Education to Massage Therapists. I have had 2 classes (both at the bodyworlds exhibit) and they have been fairly successful. I really enjoyed it, but seeing Bodyworlds 3 times in 4 weeks was a little much and I got fairly bored.

This week I have started back at UH, and I am taking 5 classes in one day (but they are both Tuesday/Thursday classes). I have French 3 (only 2 semesters left!!!!), Intro to Political Theory, Ancient Greece (History), Microeconomics (shoot me now!) and I am auditing a US History from 1877 class.

So far it hasn't been too bad. One surprise I have gotten is that there will be reading quizzes in both History and PoliSci... I have never had reading quizzes before, and in both classes they are POP quizzes. I have made As and Bs for all of my UH career with out actually reading the books they assign, so I guess I need to get on the ball this semester, especially in PoliSci. Anywho. That is what is going on with me, I don't know when I will be back to blog again, so you will just have to enjoy this one :D